I love and care for my wife but I am always very attracted to women, always have 1-2 women by my side and am ready to “have fun” with them.
We have been married for 5 years, I must say my wife is better than me in every way, from appearance to work. My wife is also a model woman who is devoted to her husband and children, she is always busy with work at the company and taking care of the family.
Her income is several times higher than mine so she does not ask me to pay a certain amount of money each month. But I want to contribute to take care of the family so I give my wife 12 million each month, the rest I keep as a “secret fund”.
I love my wife and family so I am always afraid of upsetting her. But my wife rarely gets angry with me because she is busy with work and children all day. I have more free time, so maybe that’s why I have more time to chat and drink coffee with friends. I told myself to be devoted to my wife and children, but honestly, I am often attracted to women, especially when they send signals that I am ready to attack. Maybe that’s why, even though I love my wife, I always have 1-2 women by my side, ready to share everything and go to bed whenever I need them.
My wife doesn’t doubt my relationship at all, maybe because she sees that I love her so much, and besides, she is so busy that she has no time to care about anything else.
Sometimes, seeing my wife busy, putting absolute trust in her husband, I also feel guilty. But I can’t control other women, as long as there is affection between the two sides, I feel emotional and want to go further with them. Am I too greedy or is it because I don’t really love my wife?
